Well, the dream and the update on David are intertwined sorta. So i am gonna tell them in the order they are in in the title of this journal. So my dream first! (trust me it is creepy. i'll tell you the dream first, give you all a brief moment to take in how awful it is, and then tell you why it became even creepier.)

i dreamed that i was up north at my family's vacation spot and it was summer time(even though it is fall, almost winter, here right now). i was in my pink swimsuit on the red T-pier with my feet in the water and i saw my cousin David, wearing a brown long sleeve shirt, standing on a small little row boat in deep water (the water was deeper than it actually is in real life). he had a beer bottle in his hand (which isn't that weird. he drinks sometimes, but not to the point where he is drunk) and he seemed a bit unstable (like he was drunk). he took another swig of his beer, dropped the bottle into the lake and then jumped into the water, trying to kill himself. my great uncle (his father), wearing a bright yellow hat(which he doesn't own one, David does) jumped in the lake after him, pulls him up and puts him on the pier (it was weird, in this dream the water was REALLY deep not like it normally is). David got up after my great uncle got out of the water and David jumped BACK in trying to kill himself again. my great uncle jumped back in after him and brought him up, this time David was unconscious, and pulled him to shore. we laid him on a picnic table and then i woke up.

honestly! what is wrong with me that i am dreaming of my cousin trying to commit suicide?!?!?!?! well, take a moment with that and then continue to read.



good? ok.


Well, i saw David today for the first time since his accident. He was wearing a BROWN long sleeved shirt. Also, since i haven't seen David since his accident, i had no clue how long his hair was. i figured they had to shave his head. but i didn't know how long it would be by now. well, his hair was JUST as long as it was in my dream. it was CREEPY!!!!






Ok, time for the update with David. He passed his driving test, which he had to take again because of brain damage. So he is driving again. He isn't back to work yet. They think he will be back mid-next year. He seems just like the David i knew, except he gives hugs now. David didn't give hugs, but he does now. I also don't know if he is still a daredevil, or if he is just a goofball now. But he was always a goofball. In just a it i'll let you know how he was goofing around with me. But he is still in some speech therapy just to get everything back to normal. Honestly, just with the little bit i got to talk with him (i was at his sister's bridal shower, him and his dad were kicked out and had to take the dog with) i wouldn't of known. David still seemed like David. I'll looking forward to seeing him more the Sunday after Thanksgiving (on Thanksgiving my grandparents host it and then the sunday afterwords we go to my great uncle and aunt's house to celebrate again).
Also, David will be a father on Wednesday! his girlfriend is having a C-Section. The baby will be 3 weeks early and they have to do a C-Section because the baby isn't turned, and probably won't turn. plus his girlfriend is a high-risk person, so they think it would be best to take the baby out. So the sunday after Thanksgiving i'll get to see my new little cousin! (i don't know if it will be a boy or girl yet).
but now to tell you how he was goofing around with me.
he was commenting on how tall i am now. that i am taller than him. he told me i get it from my grandpa. then my mom pointed out that i was cheating (i was wearing heels). so i had to take off my heels. and then David was like "ok, yeah. she is somewhat shorter." then he stood on his tippy toes and was like "there i'm taller now!"
it was funny.


well, i think i have some photos to upload so i'm gonna end this now! bye bye!

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